We are officially on a Donor Egg wait list. The psych evaluation was good, actually very helpful to us. She gave us some additional things to consider when comparing clinics as far as the screening process and the opportunity for any child/ren to be able to attempt to contact the donor way down the road. So, I'm happy we made a small step forward.
And, yet, I don't know if it's the holiday blues, or the anxiety I feel over thinking that we are now going to wait 6-8 months before we can do anything productive towards having a child, but for some reason, I am miserable. I'm short, mean and bitter. I unfairly chew out my DH and then get upset when he bites back. I feel like I don't have any friends left because I've been operating on such a different plane for so long now. It's probably the culmination of a lot of stress, the shittiest year ever, holiday blues, etc. But, I just want it over. I want it to be mid-January already.
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