I so wish I hadn't POAS on Wed. night. I got a faint positive that was gone by Thurs. morning. It totally messed with my mind. Up until then I was pretty confident in my negativity. Then, I got this glimmer of hope only to be shattered again.
I still can't figure out why we're being punished this way.
We have no idea where we go from here. I was up crying at 3am, and finally got my DH at 5am. We talked a little. Everything from now on gets $$$ and scary. So, today is about wallowing. Tomorrow will be about picking up the pieces.
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